IN QUEST OF GOD
Swami Ramdas
ANANDASHRAM
KANHANGAD
CHAPTER XXVI
HIMALAYAN JOURNEY
(Contd.)
IN Kedarnath Ramdas
performed a most difficult feat - all by Ram’s
grace. He ascended one of
the surrounding high rocks covered with snow. Of
course, Ramkinker followed
him. While going up they had to do so by
holding the rough grass
that grew on the hill. It was a steep ascent. For
nearly half the way
Ramkinker accompanied him and then he refused to go
higher up with Ramdas, both
on account of cold and the danger of slipping
down. Meanwhile, Ramdas,
who had surrendered himself into the hands of
Ram, mounted higher and
higher until he reached the summit of the hill,
and touched its narrow
conical peak. As he touched the top he gave a cry of
triumph in the name of Sri
Ram. He uttered at the top of his voice: “Om Sri
Ram Jai Ram Jai Jai Ram!” O
Ram, what a glorious Being Thou art!
Now descent was most
perilous, an unguarded step or a slight slip
meant a headlong fall, and
certain destruction of the body. However, when
Ram guides where is the
fear? What danger cannot be faced boldly? He
slowly crept down, nay,
slipped down the hill. While doing so, it began to
rain white solid globules
of snow. He had ascended without any warm
clothing. But by Ram’s
grace he felt neither cold nor fear. At last, Ram
brought him safely to the
base of the rock. It took five hours to accomplish
this ascent; the height of
the hill might have been over a mile. Going to the
source of the river,
Mandakini, which starts at this place, where the snow
melts and flows down, he
took his bath; the water was, of course, very,
very cold, but what cold
can affect him when Ram protects!
In Kedarnath there is a
temple, some shops and residences. A day’s
stay, and he, on the advice
of Ramkinker, travelled onwards. After
descending for some miles,
the pilgrims commenced to walk up another
chain of mountains. Higher
and higher again they climbed. Again glorious
enchanting landscapes and
scenes met their eyes. At the foot of a hill they
came upon a resting place
where there was a small tank called Gauri Kund,
wherein hot water through a
spring is collected. There was also another
tank in which the water was
yellow in colour. From there he and Ramkinker
started on their upward
journey, miles and miles of ascents were traversed.
The pathway now was not so
bad as that which led to Kedarnath. For days
and days they walked on and
at last neared the place called Badrinath or
Badrinarayan. While they
were yet about half a mile from the place, they
sat down on the path and
looked at the Badrinath mountains. The sight was
bewitching.
To describe the scene the
poor pen of Ramdas is quite inadequate
and unfit. As he gazed on,
he for a time lost body-consciousness and became
one with the tall mountains
in the midst of which he was sitting. Badrinath
is the source of the river
Alaknanda. While going up these heights, at 3 or 4
places, the pilgrims had to
cross wide tracts of snow. He travelled over
them with naked feet. These
tracts of snow are glaciers. Below the surface
of these vast cakes of snow
is flowing water in heavy torrents downhill to
meet the river below. It is
said that many pilgrims, while walking on their
surface, have been sucked
down by the torrent, some thin layer of snow
giving way beneath their
feet. The story is current that a wealthy merchant
of Bombay, while being
carried on a Doli
or
cradle-like conveyance by four
strong men, was drowned and
lost in the swift current below.
Badrinath was reached - it
was a flat valley surrounded on all sides by
high mountains like
Kedarnath - and here stands the temple of Badrinarayan
in white marble. At this
place also there was a tank containing hot water,
received from a hot spring
running down the hills. All the pilgrims bathed in
this tank. The cold was
very intense. But Ram was kind and gracious at the
same time. So Ramdas did
not feel the rigour of the cold very much. He had
some difficulty in gaining
entrance to the temple for the Darshan of
Badrinarayan, as there was
a heavy rush of pilgrims at the front door. But
some sickly people were
permitted to get in by a narrow side-door at which
two Pandas or Brahmins were set to watch. He
sought entrance here. One of
the Pandas said:
“If you are sick, you can
come in,”
“No, Ramdas is not sick,”
replied Ramdas.
“Well, pretend that you are
sick, if you are not,” suggested the
Pandaji.
“Never,” returned Ramdas,
“he does not want the Darshan of
Badrinath by telling a lie.
It is against the command of Ram.”
Saying thus, he turned away
from the place. But the kind Pandaji at
once grasping his hand took
him inside and getting him the Darshan of
Badrinath gave him also
some Prasad. O Ram! Thou art testing
Thy slave in
various ways. Remaining in
Badrinath for a day, the Sadhus started on their
return journey. After
several days’ walk they came to a place called
Ramnagar whence the
railway-line starts running southward. In all, the
distance travelled over the
Himalayas was 400 miles, and the time taken
from Hardwar to Ramnagar
was 40 days.
Ramnagar, as the name
suggests, is a blessed place. Charity is the
ideal of the people there.
Near the railway station there was a dispensary,
worked by the Congress
volunteers for the benefit of ailing pilgrims.
Hundreds of pilgrims are
everyday receiving aid from this dispensary.
Arrangements by well-to-do
citizens are made for feeding Sadhus and poor
pilgrims. The people of the
place are kind and hospitable. For his part,
Ramdas must say the same
with regard to all parts of India wherever he
travelled. Ram was
uniformly kind to him in all his travels, because he had
started on his travels at
the bidding of Ram alone.
At Ramnagar, he and
Ramkinker got into the train proceeding to
Mathura, which they reached
in due time. Here Ramkinker who was taken ill
proposed to return to
Jhansi. During all the time he was with Ramdas,
Ramkinker was more than a
mother to him. He took every care of him. It
was all Ram’s wish that
such a friend should leave him. Accordingly
Ramkinker left Mathura for
Jhansi. Ramdas was now alone only for a few
minutes, for Ram had
another Sadhu
ready
at the Dharmashala, where they
were halting, to take him
up.
CHAPTER XXVII
MATHURA, GOKUL AND
BRINDABAN
MATHURA is the birthplace
of that great incarnation - Sri Krishna. Sri
Krishna is the veritable
personification of Love itself. His imperishable name
lives still green and in
all its pristine glory in the minds of all people in
India. The Bhagavad Gita
stands unrivalled in the depth of its philosophy
pointing out the one Goal
which all human endeavour should aim at, as the
ultimate accomplishment of
all life and existence. Mathura still remembers
vividly the child Krishna
and his charmed life, which is proved by the variety
of Mandirs in the place in which he is
worshipped daily in the form of
gaudily dressed idols. On
the day of Ramdas’ arrival at Mathura - Ramkinker
being laid up with fever -
Ramdas, before he came in touch with the new
Sadhuram, went to the city
in quest of the holy river Jamuna. Ram, who was
ever ready to offer help to
him, now brought him in touch with a Brahmin
going towards the river. He
came of his own accord towards him and
proposed to lead him to the
river.
Having reached the holy
Jamuna, Ramdas first washed his clothes and
then descended into the
river for a bath. But before doing so, he placed his
small Lota on one of the stone steps
into which he also put his spectacles.
Finishing bath he was
returning to the spot where he had placed the Lota,
and he was only a moment
too late, because a monkey coming up carried
off the spectacles. Now
without spectacles he could not clearly see objects
at a distance. The Brahmin guide, seeing this, was
annoyed. But Ramdas,
unperturbed, said:
“It was all Ram’s wish,”
and thought within himself that perhaps Ram
meant to restore his
failing sight.
But the Brahmin would not rest content. He
requested two boys
standing nearby to run
after the monkey for the pair of spectacles. The
monkey, meanwhile, was
jumping from one turret of the temple to the
other closely followed by a
number of other monkeys who thought the first
one had got some eatable in
its grasp. However, in about a quarter of an
hour, the boys returned
bringing with them the pair of spectacles in a sound
condition. It was after all
a test of Ram on his humble slave. After visiting
some temples of Sri Krishna
by the kindness of this Brahmin guide, he
proceeded next day to
Govardhan, in the company of the new Sadhuram.
Govardhan was situated at a
distance of 14 miles from Mathura. They
reached this place at
midday. Here was the famous hill of Govardhan which
is said to have been lifted
up by Sri Krishna and supported on the tip of his
little finger to protect
the cows and cowherds - his playmates - from the
heavy torrents of rain sent
down by the angry god Indra. But this hill is fast
diminishing and has come
down almost to the level of the surrounding land.
The stones cut out from the
hill have been for the most part used in the
erection of houses at the
place. However to represent the hill, a piece of
rock from it is preserved,
enclosed by an iron fence and with a top roof.
Upon this rock pilgrims
pour Ghee, milk, curds, etc. and
offer Puja. Even
from this rock, bits are
knocked off by the pilgrims and carried as
mementos. After securing
food at a Dharmashala, Ramdas and the Sadhuram
rested for a while in the
afternoon.
In the evening, both the
Sadhuram and he were out on the road going
about the town when they
heard from a distance the sound of Bhajan.
Thither Ram led him and the
Sadhuram. Shortly after this, they found
themselves in a small Ram
Mandir, and in front of the images about half a
dozen Saints were sitting
and singing to the accompaniment of cymbals,
Tambourine and Mridang, the glorious name of Ram.
The words were “Hare
Ram, Hare Ram, Ram Ram,
Hare Hare! Hare Krishna, Hare Krishna, Krishna
Krishna, Hare Hare!”
This Bhajan was sung repeatedly in a
variety of tunes producing in the
atmosphere an electric
influence full of peace. In this place he remained for
nearly four hours fully
absorbed in the charming sound of Ram’s name. Next
day, he and his guide
started back for Mathura and after a short stay there,
Ramdas, who missed the
Sadhuram, proceeded alone to Gokul lying at a
distance of about 5 miles.
Ah! Gokul is the place where Sri Krishna grew up
as a child, played his
games and exhibited his extraordinary powers! Here
also the blessed Jamuna
flows. It was here in this river, perhaps, that Sri
Krishna rode and danced on
the hood of the venomous serpent Kaliya. After
a day’s stay here, he
returned to Mathura, whence he proceeded to
Brindaban about six miles
off.
Brindaban is a very
delightful place. Here the same Jamuna flows in
all her tameness and
purity. There are beautiful natural gardens of Neem
and other trees on the
banks of the river. To sit under their cool shade,
when the fresh breeze is
blowing over the place from the bosom of mother
Jamuna, is to enjoy heaven
itself. He was charmed with the place and
stayed on the banks of the
river for a fortnight, made the dry sand his bed
and seat for the night, and
the shade of the trees a little above, his resting
place for the day. Moonlit
nights here were all-bewitching. The very air
seemed to be charged with
the presence of that Love incarnate Sri Krishna -
and when soft breezes were
blowing they seemed to be carrying into
Ramdas’ ears the maddening
music of Sri Krishna’s flute, and the silvery
sound of the tinkling tiny
bells of his blessed dancing feet. Now and again, a
deep, soft and resonant
voice would travel in the air - “Radheshyam,
Radheshyam.” Ramdas lived
there in a state of complete ecstasy and
rapture. Days passed by
unconsciously. The whole stay seemed to be one
long-drawn, sweet and
pleasant dream.
At Brindaban, he visited
many Krishna-Mandirs of which the
Ranganath-Mandir is a huge
and picturesque structure. It resembles a
fortress enclosed by high
massive walls. The gateway and interior building
and roofs are all made of
stone artistically carved. The command came at
last from Ram to quit.
Returning to Mathura, he got into a train directed by
the friends of the place.
CHAPTER XXVIII
RAIPUR
THE train carried him to
Raipur. Ram’s ways are mysterious. So he did
not know why Ram had
brought him to Raipur since it is not a place of
pilgrimage. After taking
his midday meal in the company of a Sadhu kindly
provided by Ram, at the
suggestion of the Sadhuram, they went to a
beautiful garden of the
place. Here after bathing in the water of a canal,
Ramdas spread a small
deer-skin he was carrying with him (presented by a
kind friend at Jhansi, of
course, supplied by Ram) under the shade of a tree
and laying himself down
upon it, had hardly closed his eyes, when someone
lightly shook him by the
shoulders. Opening his eyes he discovered a young
Mohammedan beside him.
“Excuse the disturbance,
sir,” said the young friend in Hindustani.
Ramdas now sat up and
enquired what he wanted.
“I have come to have a chat
with you. I want to know if you have
faith in Mohammed,”
inquired the young friend.
“Why not? He is one of the
greatest prophets of God,” replied
Ramdas.
“Why do you say one of the
prophets? Why not the only one?” put in
the Muslim friend.
“Young brother, although
Mohammed is a world teacher, there are
others also who are as
great teachers - for instance, Buddha, Jesus Christ
and Krishna - and in our
days, Mahatma Gandhi. If you would try to
understand the message they
deliver to the world, you would find that in
the essentials they all
agree and hold out the same goal to mankind.”
The words produced a deep
impression upon the mind of the Muslim
friend. The conversation
continued for some time with regard to Ramdas’
experiences, etc. The young
friend became very fond of him so much so that
he made up his mind to
follow Ramdas wherever he went. It was a sudden
impulse. Ramdas told him
that he should not do so as he had no orders from
Ram to take him with him.
After some persuasion he was induced to give up
the idea. But he wanted
something from Ramdas as a memento. Ramdas
told him that he was quite
willing to give him anything he had with him -
that he had only to ask for
what he wanted. The kind friend then asked for
the deer-skin and it was at
once handed over to him. He said, while
receiving it:
“My object in having this
skin is to perform my Namaz, i.e., prayers
to Allah sitting upon it;
and it will also remind me of you every time.”
At parting he asked Ramdas
where he was going next. He replied that
Ram intended to take him to
Ajmer.
“Well, that is good,” said
the friend, “when you are there, please
don’t fail to pay a visit
to the famous Muslim shrine, the Khaja Pir. Any
Mussulman can show you the
way to it.”
These were prophetic words.
In due course he reached Ajmer. It was
night. While he was resting
in the station a policeman interfered and drove
him away. Knocking about
along with some other Sadhus, who had also
arrived by the same train,
the railway police objected and asked all of them
to go out. He sought a
place under a tree in front of the station, within the
compound. But here again
the policeman interfered and drove him away.
Knocking about for some
time, he saw at last a spot under another tree in a
far-off corner of the
railway compound. As he had nothing to spread on the
floor, he lay himself down
on the bare ground. When his nose came in close
proximity with the ground
he felt the strong smell of urine. O Ram, how
kind you are; you make your
humble slave pass through every kind of
experience - all for his
good.
This condition taught him
further still what a folly it was to make
much of this perishable
body, and it also tended greatly to make him find
his true level, which is
indeed very, very low. To afford him the benefit of
this experience, O Ram,
Thou alone appeared as the policeman and brought
about this circumstance.
Here Ramdas, the child of Ram, slept soundly till
morning in the loving
embrace of that all-powerful Being - Ram.
CHAPTER XXIX
AJMER
AT daybreak, he directed
his steps towards the city. When he was
going through the thickly
populated streets of Ajmer, knowing not where he
was being led - he was
always engaged in the contemplation of Ram - a tall
and stout Mohammedan
stopped Ramdas and made a sign to follow him. He
had no choice in such
matters. He always thinks that all calls are from Ram.
So, without any hesitation
he obeyed the Mohammedan guide, not knowing,
nor caring to know, where
the friend was taking him. They walked through
the streets for nearly a
mile and at last stopped at an arched gate. The
friend entered closely
followed by him. After passing through a courtyard,
and on descending some
flight of steps and then going through a doorway, a
beautiful Masjid came into view. Going in
here, he found himself in front of
a huge silver Mandap or Tabooth, domed and carved
picturesquely.
“This is Khaja Pir,”
exclaimed the Muslim friend, “Kneel down here
and enlist yourself as the Chela of Mohammed.”
At once Ramdas knelt as
bidden by him, in all reverence. Then
looking up to the kind
friend, he said:
“Brother, there is no need
of his enlisting himself here as
Mohammed’s Chela, because he has already
been a Chela
of
Mohammed.”
O Ram O Mohammed! How
wonderful are Thy ways! In fulfilment of
the fervent wish of that
young Muslim friend of Raipur, Thou hadst brought
Ramdas on a visit to the
sacred shrine of the Mohammedans. All glory to
Thee, O Ram - O Mohammed!
Leading him out of this
holy place, the Muslim friend left him on the
main road. Soon after this,
he was taken up by a Sannyasi named Swami
Ramchandra - a man of pure
and tender heart. He became greatly attached
to Ramdas and undertook to
look after him in everyway. O Ram! How can
Thy ignorant slave
understand Thy ways! He knows only this much - Thou art
all kindness, all love.
First the Swamiji inquired in the bazaar for an
Annakshetra, and having received the
information and got two meal-Chits,
took him there; and after
finishing meals, led him to a rest-house where he
shared his meagre bedding with
Ramdas in spite of his remonstrances. His
kindness to the poor slave
of Ram was indeed unbounded.
O Ram - it is Thyself who
appearest in the form of these guides to
lead, feed, and take care
of Thy slave. Why, for that matter, Ramdas has
now come to look upon all
human beings, all creatures, all life, all things as
nothing but the
manifestation of the Divine Ram, whom he is meditating
upon day and night. The
Swamiji and he remained in Ajmer for three days,
and then left for Pushkar
Raj. Travelling on the hill for about five miles,
they reached a large
natural reservoir of water, on one side of which were
erected temples and Dharmashalas. The Swamiji and he
occupied one of
them. Here Ramdas spent
five days in Bhajan
of Sri
Ram. Swami
Ramchandra had to stay in
Pushkar Raj for some days more.
So Ramdas, at Ram’s
command, left the place alone for Ajmer, where
he secured the company of a
Sadhu. Prevented from travelling
by train by
Ram’s will, they walked for
about 16 miles and then got into a train. The
Sadhuram who was
complaining of indigestion at Ajmer recovered his health
completely by this walk of
16 miles, receiving on the way very little food.
Ram does everything for the
best. At a junction named Mehsana, the Sadhus
met another Sannyasi at whose suggestion they
accompanied him to a
station called Dharmapuri,
where, alighting, they walked straight to the
Ashram of a Sadhu residing near the Mandir of Mahadev. The Sadhu gave a
hearty welcome to the
guests and provided them with accommodation,
food, etc.
Ramdas was pressed to
remain in that Ashram
for
some days. But, as
the Sadhuram could not do
so, he left the place after a stay of two days and
proceeded on his journey. A
week passed in this Ashram when two Sannyasis
from a neighbouring village
came there on a visit, and took him to their
Ashram which was in a jungle. He
remained in this jungle which he found
best suited for Rambhajan. The Sannyasis were very kind to him. In
this
jungle there was a small Mandir of Narahari. The interior
of this Mandir
was
a perfect square - the
sides corresponding exactly to Ramdas’ height.
Except for one or two hours
of sleep in the night, he was repeating the
whole night the glorious Mantram of Sri Ram. Here, he proved
for himself
beyond all doubt that Ram
protects with the greatest care the devotees who
entirely trust Him and
solely depend upon Him.
The jungle was infested
with wild pigs, serpents, scorpions and other
venomous creatures. Every
night a herd of about 20 to 30 wild pigs would
surround the Mandir, the door of which was
always open. The wild animals
would come to dig out roots
with their snouts from the marshy land
surrounding the Mandir, for these roots were
their food. Ramdas was freely
going out in the nights
when they were about. But by Ram’s grace they
never harmed him. The
villagers who were coming there during the day
would warn him of the
ferocious nature of these wild beasts. But complete
trust in Ram means full
protection and no fear. Moreover day and night the
Mandir was freely visited by long
black serpents, none of which, however,
molested him. Again every
morning when he lifted up the gunny or sack
piece spread for him by the
kind Sannyasis
as Asan or seat - which Ramdas
would use also for a bed at
night - he would discover beneath it a number of
reddish yellow scorpions.
But none of these stung him.
O Ram! When Thy loving arm
is ever ready to protect Thy humble
slave, who could harm him?
Thou art - O Ram – everywhere - in all creatures
- the whole universe and
all in it is Thy own manifestation. O Ram - all glory
to Thee! Ramdas, by Ram’s
command, remained in this jungle for about a
month and a half. The
afternoons were mostly spent in the society of
cowherd boys who would come
to this forest for grazing cattle. They would
play upon flutes and give
him the pleasure of listening to their sweet music.
These boys appeared to him
as so many cheerful, active, little Krishnas. By
Ram’s grace the stay there
proved altogether a most delightful one.
On one occasion, the kind Sannyasi friend took him on a visit
to a
village, several stations
away from Dharmapuri - the name of which is
Yadavpur. Here, there was a
great congregation of Sadhus. There were in all
about 200 in number. It was
a feast of Satsang; the beauty of it all was
to
observe the unstinted hospitality
of the villagers. Every article of comfort
which they possessed was at
the disposal of the Sadhus. One day Ram’s
command came to Ramdas to
move on. Accordingly he left the jungle
against the wishes of the Sannyasis, who wanted him to remain
for some
months more. Ram passed him
on to the care of a merchant at the railway
station, who undertook to
escort him as far as the merchant travelled. An
incident that took place
here requires to be related now.
CHAPTER XXX
MONEY IS THE ROOT
OF ALL EVIL
WHEN the merchant and
Ramdas were entering the train, there was a
heavy rush of passengers
and so the merchant had to push his way in the
thick of the crowd in order
to get into a carriage, which he did, followed by
Ramdas. He had scarcely settled
himself down on a seat when the merchant
friend came to him and
informed:
“Maharaj, somebody has
robbed me of my leather purse containing
fifteen rupees and the
railway ticket.”
And he showed his waistcoat
pocket, the inside lining of which was
found to have been neatly
cut out for the removal of the purse. It must all
have been the work of a few
seconds. The merchant continued to say:
“Now, what shall I do? I
have neither ticket nor money. May I report
the matter to the railway
police?” The train was about to start.
“Since you ask for his
advice,” said Ramdas, “he requests you to keep
mum over the affair. No
good fretting or making a fuss over the matter. As
regards the ticket, you may
travel to your destination without one. On the
way or at the alighting
station, if the ticket is demanded of you by the
railway officers, you can
explain to them the way how you lost the purse
and the ticket. As a proof
of this, you may show them the torn vest pocket.”
This advice of humble
Ramdas did not satisfy the merchant. He could
not rest content until he
reported the matter to the railway police. Now a
police officer came to the
compartment and commenced teasing many
poorly dressed and
unassuming Sadhus, compelling them to hand
over their
bags and bundles for inspection.
Not finding anything with them, the
policeman’s attention was
next directed towards a group of simple dressed
villagers whose big turbans
were all pulled down and their coats and
clothing rummaged. On the
person of one of them was at length discovered
a sum of Rs.20. This man
was now asked by the police a number of sharp
and suspicious questions as
to how he came in possession of the money. He
explained that he was only
a keeper of the amount belonging to all the
friends of that group. By
this time, the merchant-friend who was looking
upon the inquiry set on
foot by him, had got disgusted with it all and was in
a penitent mood, because he
saw that many innocent people were being
harassed for the sake of
his loss. The money found upon the villagers and
their tickets also were
wrested from them and kept by the police, and were
only returned to the owners
after they had passed several stations.
Meanwhile, the incident
caused a great deal of annoyance and anxiety. Now
the merchant came to
Ramdas, and giving him a Namaskar, said:
“Maharaj, fool that I was
not to have listened to your golden advice.
Behold, what a mess I have
made of the whole matter. To how many
innocent men I have caused
pain. Pardon thy slave.”
“Pray, sue pardon of Ram, O
friend,” was Ramdas’ only reply. By this
occurrence Ram taught
Ramdas a beautiful moral that he should not commit
at any time the blunder of
carrying or owning money which means nothing
but trouble and mischief.
Rightly it is said: “Money is the root of all evil.”
CHAPTER XXXI
JUNAGADH
NOW the train carried
Ramdas to the Junagadh station. It was
midday. He was without a
guide. At the city gate he inquired of a policeman
if there was a Ram Mandir
in that place. He replied that there was a Ram
Mandir about two miles from
the gate and he pointed out the way leading to
it. Ramdas walked on,
making frequent inquiries on the way. At last, he
reached the high gateway of
the Ram Mandir. Entering, he was welcomed by
the Mahant of the Ashram, with whom he remained for
about a week. Here
he had the benefit of the
society of six other Sadhus who were also there as
the guests of the
kind-hearted Mahant. All of them were very
kind to
Ramdas.
Ram here performed two
wonderful miracles - one of these Sadhus
had an attack of fever from
a fortnight and in spite of various kinds of
treatment, he was as bad as
ever. He was bedridden, emaciated and pale.
Besides, he was
disheartened and was fretting over his illness. Seeing his
condition Ramdas could not
resist going to his bed, and, sitting near him and
offering himself for his
service, began pressing his legs lightly. Coming to
know of this the ailing Sadhu sat up and remonstrated,
saying that he was
quite unworthy to receive
such attention from him. He only asked for a
blessing from Ramdas that
he should be all right by the following day.
Ramdas said that he was
only a humble slave of Ram and had no right to
bless anybody.
“Do bless in the name of
Ram,” he appealed.
“Well, brother,” said
Ramdas, “may Sri Ram - the Protector of all -
bless you with health by
tomorrow morning.”
That night Ram was perhaps
busy setting the Sadhu right, for next
morning he was entirely
free from fever and was moving about in good
cheer and health. This
marvellous cure by Ram, for working which he had
made humble Ramdas his
tool, made quite a sensation in the Ashram. So he
became the object of
considerable attention and love from all in the
Ashram. About three or four days
later, another Sadhu
fell
ill. He too asked
Ramdas to bless him in the
same way as he had done the other one. Ramdas
prayed again to Ram as
requested. O Ram, what a powerful being Thou art!
The second Sadhu also recovered by the
following morning. All glory to
Thee, Ram!
Ramdas was not made to
remain in this Ashram
long.
He met one day
the same Sannyasi who had guided him to
Dharmapuri. He had evinced a
great liking for Ramdas.
Now he took him up and brought him to another
Ashram, belonging to a well-known
Sannyasi
of
Junagadh, Kashigirji by
name. In this Ashram or Akhada, as it was called, Ramdas
was loved by all
Sannyasis - there were about fifteen
of them. Ram’s intention in taking him
to Junagadh was to enable
him to scale the heights of the famous hill of
Girnar - the seat of Guru
Dattatreya and Mother Ambaji. He expressed this
wish to Kashigirji who
proposed also to accompany him on his climb. Ram’s
kindness is indeed very
great. A day was fixed and one night he mounted the
steps of Girnar with
Kashigirji and six other Sannyasis who were also in the
party. The total number of
steps to be mounted in order to reach the
summit of the hills was
about 9000. 6000 steps were covered, and they
reached, at about three
after midnight, the Ashram of a Sannyasi whose
name was Shankargirji.
Here a halt was made for
the night. Cold on the hill was severe. Ram
was kind and his Bhajan was so sweet. Next morning,
the party climbed
further up and reached
first the temple of Mother Ambaji and thence
ascending a flight of steps
mounted again the highest peak among those
hills. While nearing this
peak, the steps were irregular and slippery, but
Ram led all up safely. Here
on the summit are the footprints of Guru
Dattatreya. Hundreds of
pilgrims are everyday ascending these hills for the
Darshan of these holy footprints.
To sit on the edge of this peak and to have
a sweeping look all around
is to present to the gaze a most enthralling sight.
The charming landscapes on
all sides - the distant hills painted with green
and yellow - the vast blue
expanse of the sky overhead, and the thin silvery
streaks of sparkling water
streaming down the smooth and shining sides of
rocks - are all scenes that
elevate the looker on to regions at once mystic
and celestial.
On getting down this hill -
half-way - the party visited some caves
occupied by Mahatmas, and had the uncommon
pleasure of their society.
Then were visited the
various reservoirs of water on the slopes of the hills.
At length they returned at
noon to the hospitable Ashram of Shankargirji.
After dinner the party
started on their downward journey and reached
Junagadh in the evening.
Next day all the Sannyasis of the party were
complaining of stiffness
and pain in their limbs. Some of them, for two or
three days, could only
hobble along. But Ram was so kind to Ramdas that he
did not feel any pain or
stiffness in his legs. Now Ram made him acquainted
with two young friends,
Maganlal and Kantilal, both of whom conceived a
great love for him. In
their company he spent a few very happy days. They
would take him every
evening for walks in the public gardens and among
groves of trees.
Once in their company
Ramdas ascended a small hill called Lakshman
Tekri. They also introduced
him to some Muslim friends of the place who
were all very kind to him.
A visit was paid to the Datar Mosque at the foot of
the Datar hills. Maganlal
made him acquainted with several friends of
Junagadh who were all
uniformly kind to Ramdas. Maganlal arranged for his
journey to Somnath, a noted
shrine of great historical importance. Ramdas
duly proceeded to this
shrine in the company of a Gujarati friend who met
him at the Railway station
by the grace of Ram.
This friend, on reaching
Veraval station, as arranged by Maganlal,
took him to the house of a
rich merchant of the place - a relation of
Maganlal. But when Ramdas
visited him, he was laid up with high fever and
his whole household was in
a state of acute anxiety over his illness. He sat
near the sick friend and,
touching him on the arm, felt the high
temperature. Before leaving
the room, Ramdas was asked by his relatives
present, as well as by the
friends who escorted him to the place, to bless
the patient with health.
Accordingly Ramdas said that by the grace of
almighty Ram he would be
all right next morning.
Ram manifested His power
here as well! The patient was entirely free
from all fever next
morning. He was having the attack of fever for five days
past without intermission.
By Ram’s grace, now the fever having left him,
he was able to walk out to
his place of business. Ramdas was staying in the
topmost storey of his shop
- a huge building. Here too all were kind to him.
He duly visited the ruins
and the temple of Somnath. The underground cave,
in which there is the huge
image of Somnath, was entered and he stood
before the idol. Here again
he felt thrills of ecstasy in the presence of
Somnath. He bathed in the
river a little away from the temple. Returning to
Veraval, Ramdas expressed
to the merchant-friend, as prompted by Ram,
his wish to visit Prachi
and Muddi Goraknath, and said that he would go on
foot early next morning.
“No, Swamiji,” said the
kind merchant, “you should not go on foot. I
shall engage a bullock cart
for you, for the road leading to these places is so
rugged and rough that even
a horse carriage cannot be driven over there.
Moreover, you have to cover
a distance of 16 miles which is a long distance
for a weak man like you to
walk through.”
Although Ramdas was against
the proposal, he was prevailed upon by
the friend to sit in a cart
along with some other friends who were also
bound for Prachi. The kind
friend dropped into his pocket a small kerchief to
which were tied Rs.2 for
cart-hire to and from Prachi. The cart started
before daybreak. They had
not travelled half a mile, when Ramdas saw the
driver beating the bullocks
with a heavy stick. He, of course, could not bear
the sight. He felt as if
the blows were delivered on his own back. He
appealed to the driver not
to inflict injury on the bullock. He replied that
the bullocks would not go
if they were not chastised. Ram now commanded
Ramdas to give up the cart
at once. After paying Re.1, his hire, he got down
and walked the distance and
reached Prachi about midday.
As he was proceeding, he
happened to pass close to a poorly dressed
man with a bundle on his
back. Seeing Ramdas he quickly moved out of the
way and began walking at
the other end of the road. Proceeding a little
further, he met another man
coming from the opposite direction, and both
greeted each other with
‘Ram, Ram’. After going a little further Ramdas
questioned him why he was
moving so far away from him, to which he
replied that he was a Pariah.
“O, but you are Ramdas’
brother, all the same.” So saying, Ramdas
approached him and took him
by the hand. He stared at Ramdas in
confusion.
“I am a Dhed by caste,” he again said.
“Ramdas is your brother,”
repeated Ramdas. “A man who has the
name of Ram on his lips is
superior to a Brahmin
- in
the eyes of Ram, all are
equal.”
Until he parted, Ramdas
went on talking to him about the glory of
Ram. Now he took a
sidetrack and separated from Ramdas who then fell into
the company of a Mohammedan
friend driving a horse, loaded with some
merchandise. This friend,
whose nature was simple and child-like, gave him
much pleasure by his
society until Ramdas reached Prachi. Bathing in the
large tank into which a
river was flowing he visited several Mandirs, met
two Sadhus of the place, and then
started on his return journey, and
reached in the evening the
shrine called Muddi Goraknath. Here he
remained for a night in the
society of the Sadhus
of the
temple, which is
also a cave, entrance to
which can only be gained by descending a number
of stone steps.
Starting from there early
next morning he reached Veraval in the
forenoon. The first thing
he did was to return the balance of Re.1 to the
merchant. He had walked all
the way with enthusiasm, repeating, according
to his wont, the sacred Ram-Mantram . The following day he went
back by
train to Junagadh. Maganlal
and Kantilal heartily welcomed him back. They
pressed him to remain in
Junagadh for some days more. He agreed to do so,
by Ram’s will, provided he
was allowed to remain in solitude where he could
spend his days in entire
devotion to and meditation of Ram. Accordingly
Ram Himself pitched upon a
place called Muchkund Rishi’s Ashram. This is
situated right in the midst
of a dense jungle over a hill, on the way to
Girnar, about 4 miles from
Junagadh. There is a temple here in ruins,
besides a number of Samadhis in a neglected condition.
The place has
consequently a weird
appearance.
Om Tat Sat
(Continued)
(Continued)
(My humble salutations to the lotus feet of H H Swami Ramadas
ji for the collection)
CHAPTER XXVI
HIMALAYAN JOU
RNEY
(Contd.)
IN Kedarnath Ramdas
performed a most difficult feat - all by Ram’s
grace. He ascended one of
the surrounding high rocks covered with snow. Of
course, Ramkinker followed
him. While going up they had to do so by
holding the rough grass
that grew on the hill. It was a steep ascent. For
nearly half the way
Ramkinker accompanied him and then he refused to go
higher up with Ramdas, both
on account of cold and the danger of slipping
down. Meanwhile, Ramdas,
who had surrendered himself into the hands of
Ram, mounted higher and
higher until he reached the summit of the hill,
and touched its narrow
conical peak. As he touched the top he gave a cry of
triumph in the name of Sri
Ram. He uttered at the top of his voice: “Om Sri
Ram Jai Ram Jai Jai Ram!” O
Ram, what a glorious Being Thou art!
Now descent was most
perilous, an unguarded step or a slight slip
meant a headlong fall, and
certain destruction of the body. However, when
Ram guides where is the
fear? What danger cannot be faced boldly? He
slowly crept down, nay,
slipped down the hill. While doing so, it began to
rain white solid globules
of snow. He had ascended without any warm
clothing. But by Ram’s
grace he felt neither cold nor fear. At last, Ram
brought him safely to the
base of the rock. It took five hours to accomplish
this ascent; the height of
the hill might have been over a mile. Going to the
source of the river,
Mandakini, which starts at this place, where the snow
melts and flows down, he
took his bath; the water was, of course, very,
very cold, but what cold
can affect him when Ram protects!
In Kedarnath there is a
temple, some shops and residences. A day’s
stay, and he, on the advice
of Ramkinker, travelled onwards. After
descending for some miles,
the pilgrims commenced to walk up another
chain of mountains. Higher
and higher again they climbed. Again glorious
enchanting landscapes and
scenes met their eyes. At the foot of a hill they
came upon a resting place
where there was a small tank called Gauri Kund,
wherein hot water through a
spring is collected. There was also another
tank in which the water was
yellow in colour. From there he and Ramkinker
started on their upward
journey, miles and miles of ascents were traversed.
The pathway now was not so
bad as that which led to Kedarnath. For days
and days they walked on and
at last neared the place called Badrinath or
Badrinarayan. While they
were yet about half a mile from the place, they
sat down on the path and
looked at the Badrinath mountains. The sight was
bewitching.
To describe the scene the
poor pen of Ramdas is quite inadequate
and unfit. As he gazed on,
he for a time lost body-consciousness and became
one with the tall mountains
in the midst of which he was sitting. Badrinath
is the source of the river
Alaknanda. While going up these heights, at 3 or 4
places, the pilgrims had to
cross wide tracts of snow. He travelled over
them with naked feet. These
tracts of snow are glaciers. Below the surface
of these vast cakes of snow
is flowing water in heavy torrents downhill to
meet the river below. It is
said that many pilgrims, while walking on their
surface, have been sucked
down by the torrent, some thin layer of snow
giving way beneath their
feet. The story is current that a wealthy merchant
of Bombay, while being
carried on a Doli
or
cradle-like conveyance by four
strong men, was drowned and
lost in the swift current below.
Badrinath was reached - it
was a flat valley surrounded on all sides by
high mountains like
Kedarnath - and here stands the temple of Badrinarayan
in white marble. At this
place also there was a tank containing hot water,
received from a hot spring
running down the hills. All the pilgrims bathed in
this tank. The cold was
very intense. But Ram was kind and gracious at the
same time. So Ramdas did
not feel the rigour of the cold very much. He had
some difficulty in gaining
entrance to the temple for the Darshan of
Badrinarayan, as there was
a heavy rush of pilgrims at the front door. But
some sickly people were
permitted to get in by a narrow side-door at which
two Pandas or Brahmins were set to watch. He
sought entrance here. One of
the Pandas said:
“If you are sick, you can
come in,”
“No, Ramdas is not sick,”
replied Ramdas.
“Well, pretend that you are
sick, if you are not,” suggested the
Pandaji.
“Never,” returned Ramdas,
“he does not want the Darshan of
Badrinath by telling a lie.
It is against the command of Ram.”
Saying thus, he turned away
from the place. But the kind Pandaji at
once grasping his hand took
him inside and getting him the Darshan of
Badrinath gave him also
some Prasad. O Ram! Thou art testing
Thy slave in
various ways. Remaining in
Badrinath for a day, the Sadhus started on their
return journey. After
several days’ walk they came to a place called
Ramnagar whence the
railway-line starts running southward. In all, the
distance travelled over the
Himalayas was 400 miles, and the time taken
from Hardwar to Ramnagar
was 40 days.
Ramnagar, as the name
suggests, is a blessed place. Charity is the
ideal of the people there.
Near the railway station there was a dispensary,
worked by the Congress
volunteers for the benefit of ailing pilgrims.
Hundreds of pilgrims are
everyday receiving aid from this dispensary.
Arrangements by well-to-do
citizens are made for feeding Sadhus and poor
pilgrims. The people of the
place are kind and hospitable. For his part,
Ramdas must say the same
with regard to all parts of India wherever he
travelled. Ram was
uniformly kind to him in all his travels, because he had
started on his travels at
the bidding of Ram alone.
At Ramnagar, he and
Ramkinker got into the train proceeding to
Mathura, which they reached
in due time. Here Ramkinker who was taken ill
proposed to return to
Jhansi. During all the time he was with Ramdas,
Ramkinker was more than a
mother to him. He took every care of him. It
was all Ram’s wish that
such a friend should leave him. Accordingly
Ramkinker left Mathura for
Jhansi. Ramdas was now alone only for a few
minutes, for Ram had
another Sadhu
ready
at the Dharmashala, where they
were halting, to take him
up.
CHAPTER XXVII
MATHURA, GOKUL AND
BRINDABAN
MATHURA is the birthplace
of that great incarnation - Sri Krishna. Sri
Krishna is the veritable
personification of Love itself. His imperishable name
lives still green and in
all its pristine glory in the minds of all people in
India. The Bhagavad Gita
stands unrivalled in the depth of its philosophy
pointing out the one Goal
which all human endeavour should aim at, as the
ultimate accomplishment of
all life and existence. Mathura still remembers
vividly the child Krishna
and his charmed life, which is proved by the variety
of Mandirs in the place in which he is
worshipped daily in the form of
gaudily dressed idols. On
the day of Ramdas’ arrival at Mathura - Ramkinker
being laid up with fever -
Ramdas, before he came in touch with the new
Sadhuram, went to the city
in quest of the holy river Jamuna. Ram, who was
ever ready to offer help to
him, now brought him in touch with a Brahmin
going towards the river. He
came of his own accord towards him and
proposed to lead him to the
river.
Having reached the holy
Jamuna, Ramdas first washed his clothes and
then descended into the
river for a bath. But before doing so, he placed his
small Lota on one of the stone steps
into which he also put his spectacles.
Finishing bath he was
returning to the spot where he had placed the Lota,
and he was only a moment
too late, because a monkey coming up carried
off the spectacles. Now
without spectacles he could not clearly see objects
at a distance. The Brahmin guide, seeing this, was
annoyed. But Ramdas,
unperturbed, said:
“It was all Ram’s wish,”
and thought within himself that perhaps Ram
meant to restore his
failing sight.
But the Brahmin would not rest content. He
requested two boys
standing nearby to run
after the monkey for the pair of spectacles. The
monkey, meanwhile, was
jumping from one turret of the temple to the
other closely followed by a
number of other monkeys who thought the first
one had got some eatable in
its grasp. However, in about a quarter of an
hour, the boys returned
bringing with them the pair of spectacles in a sound
condition. It was after all
a test of Ram on his humble slave. After visiting
some temples of Sri Krishna
by the kindness of this Brahmin guide, he
proceeded next day to
Govardhan, in the company of the new Sadhuram.
Govardhan was situated at a
distance of 14 miles from Mathura. They
reached this place at
midday. Here was the famous hill of Govardhan which
is said to have been lifted
up by Sri Krishna and supported on the tip of his
little finger to protect
the cows and cowherds - his playmates - from the
heavy torrents of rain sent
down by the angry god Indra. But this hill is fast
diminishing and has come
down almost to the level of the surrounding land.
The stones cut out from the
hill have been for the most part used in the
erection of houses at the
place. However to represent the hill, a piece of
rock from it is preserved,
enclosed by an iron fence and with a top roof.
Upon this rock pilgrims
pour Ghee, milk, curds, etc. and
offer Puja. Even
from this rock, bits are
knocked off by the pilgrims and carried as
mementos. After securing
food at a Dharmashala, Ramdas and the Sadhuram
rested for a while in the
afternoon.
In the evening, both the
Sadhuram and he were out on the road going
about the town when they
heard from a distance the sound of Bhajan.
Thither Ram led him and the
Sadhuram. Shortly after this, they found
themselves in a small Ram
Mandir, and in front of the images about half a
dozen Saints were sitting
and singing to the accompaniment of cymbals,
Tambourine and Mridang, the glorious name of Ram.
The words were “Hare
Ram, Hare Ram, Ram Ram,
Hare Hare! Hare Krishna, Hare Krishna, Krishna
Krishna, Hare Hare!”
This Bhajan was sung repeatedly in a
variety of tunes producing in the
atmosphere an electric
influence full of peace. In this place he remained for
nearly four hours fully
absorbed in the charming sound of Ram’s name. Next
day, he and his guide
started back for Mathura and after a short stay there,
Ramdas, who missed the
Sadhuram, proceeded alone to Gokul lying at a
distance of about 5 miles.
Ah! Gokul is the place where Sri Krishna grew up
as a child, played his
games and exhibited his extraordinary powers! Here
also the blessed Jamuna
flows. It was here in this river, perhaps, that Sri
Krishna rode and danced on
the hood of the venomous serpent Kaliya. After
a day’s stay here, he
returned to Mathura, whence he proceeded to
Brindaban about six miles
off.
Brindaban is a very
delightful place. Here the same Jamuna flows in
all her tameness and
purity. There are beautiful natural gardens of Neem
and other trees on the
banks of the river. To sit under their cool shade,
when the fresh breeze is
blowing over the place from the bosom of mother
Jamuna, is to enjoy heaven
itself. He was charmed with the place and
stayed on the banks of the
river for a fortnight, made the dry sand his bed
and seat for the night, and
the shade of the trees a little above, his resting
place for the day. Moonlit
nights here were all-bewitching. The very air
seemed to be charged with
the presence of that Love incarnate Sri Krishna -
and when soft breezes were
blowing they seemed to be carrying into
Ramdas’ ears the maddening
music of Sri Krishna’s flute, and the silvery
sound of the tinkling tiny
bells of his blessed dancing feet. Now and again, a
deep, soft and resonant
voice would travel in the air - “Radheshyam,
Radheshyam.” Ramdas lived
there in a state of complete ecstasy and
rapture. Days passed by
unconsciously. The whole stay seemed to be one
long-drawn, sweet and
pleasant dream.
At Brindaban, he visited
many Krishna-Mandirs of which the
Ranganath-Mandir is a huge
and picturesque structure. It resembles a
fortress enclosed by high
massive walls. The gateway and interior building
and roofs are all made of
stone artistically carved. The command came at
last from Ram to quit.
Returning to Mathura, he got into a train directed by
the friends of the place.
CHAPTER XXVIII
RAIPUR
THE train carried him to
Raipur. Ram’s ways are mysterious. So he did
not know why Ram had
brought him to Raipur since it is not a place of
pilgrimage. After taking
his midday meal in the company of a Sadhu kindly
provided by Ram, at the
suggestion of the Sadhuram, they went to a
beautiful garden of the
place. Here after bathing in the water of a canal,
Ramdas spread a small
deer-skin he was carrying with him (presented by a
kind friend at Jhansi, of
course, supplied by Ram) under the shade of a tree
and laying himself down
upon it, had hardly closed his eyes, when someone
lightly shook him by the
shoulders. Opening his eyes he discovered a young
Mohammedan beside him.
“Excuse the disturbance,
sir,” said the young friend in Hindustani.
Ramdas now sat up and
enquired what he wanted.
“I have come to have a chat
with you. I want to know if you have
faith in Mohammed,”
inquired the young friend.
“Why not? He is one of the
greatest prophets of God,” replied
Ramdas.
“Why do you say one of the
prophets? Why not the only one?” put in
the Muslim friend.
“Young brother, although
Mohammed is a world teacher, there are
others also who are as
great teachers - for instance, Buddha, Jesus Christ
and Krishna - and in our
days, Mahatma Gandhi. If you would try to
understand the message they
deliver to the world, you would find that in
the essentials they all
agree and hold out the same goal to mankind.”
The words produced a deep
impression upon the mind of the Muslim
friend. The conversation
continued for some time with regard to Ramdas’
experiences, etc. The young
friend became very fond of him so much so that
he made up his mind to
follow Ramdas wherever he went. It was a sudden
impulse. Ramdas told him
that he should not do so as he had no orders from
Ram to take him with him.
After some persuasion he was induced to give up
the idea. But he wanted
something from Ramdas as a memento. Ramdas
told him that he was quite
willing to give him anything he had with him -
that he had only to ask for
what he wanted. The kind friend then asked for
the deer-skin and it was at
once handed over to him. He said, while
receiving it:
“My object in having this
skin is to perform my Namaz, i.e., prayers
to Allah sitting upon it;
and it will also remind me of you every time.”
At parting he asked Ramdas
where he was going next. He replied that
Ram intended to take him to
Ajmer.
“Well, that is good,” said
the friend, “when you are there, please
don’t fail to pay a visit
to the famous Muslim shrine, the Khaja Pir. Any
Mussulman can show you the
way to it.”
These were prophetic words.
In due course he reached Ajmer. It was
night. While he was resting
in the station a policeman interfered and drove
him away. Knocking about
along with some other Sadhus, who had also
arrived by the same train,
the railway police objected and asked all of them
to go out. He sought a
place under a tree in front of the station, within the
compound. But here again
the policeman interfered and drove him away.
Knocking about for some
time, he saw at last a spot under another tree in a
far-off corner of the
railway compound. As he had nothing to spread on the
floor, he lay himself down
on the bare ground. When his nose came in close
proximity with the ground
he felt the strong smell of urine. O Ram, how
kind you are; you make your
humble slave pass through every kind of
experience - all for his
good.
This condition taught him
further still what a folly it was to make
much of this perishable
body, and it also tended greatly to make him find
his true level, which is
indeed very, very low. To afford him the benefit of
this experience, O Ram,
Thou alone appeared as the policeman and brought
about this circumstance.
Here Ramdas, the child of Ram, slept soundly till
morning in the loving
embrace of that all-powerful Being - Ram.
CHAPTER XXIX
AJMER
AT daybreak, he directed
his steps towards the city. When he was
going through the thickly
populated streets of Ajmer, knowing not where he
was being led - he was
always engaged in the contemplation of Ram - a tall
and stout Mohammedan
stopped Ramdas and made a sign to follow him. He
had no choice in such
matters. He always thinks that all calls are from Ram.
So, without any hesitation
he obeyed the Mohammedan guide, not knowing,
nor caring to know, where
the friend was taking him. They walked through
the streets for nearly a
mile and at last stopped at an arched gate. The
friend entered closely
followed by him. After passing through a courtyard,
and on descending some
flight of steps and then going through a doorway, a
beautiful Masjid came into view. Going in
here, he found himself in front of
a huge silver Mandap or Tabooth, domed and carved
picturesquely.
“This is Khaja Pir,”
exclaimed the Muslim friend, “Kneel down here
and enlist yourself as the Chela of Mohammed.”
At once Ramdas knelt as
bidden by him, in all reverence. Then
looking up to the kind
friend, he said:
“Brother, there is no need
of his enlisting himself here as
Mohammed’s Chela, because he has already
been a Chela
of
Mohammed.”
O Ram O Mohammed! How
wonderful are Thy ways! In fulfilment of
the fervent wish of that
young Muslim friend of Raipur, Thou hadst brought
Ramdas on a visit to the
sacred shrine of the Mohammedans. All glory to
Thee, O Ram - O Mohammed!
Leading him out of this
holy place, the Muslim friend left him on the
main road. Soon after this,
he was taken up by a Sannyasi named Swami
Ramchandra - a man of pure
and tender heart. He became greatly attached
to Ramdas and undertook to
look after him in everyway. O Ram! How can
Thy ignorant slave
understand Thy ways! He knows only this much - Thou art
all kindness, all love.
First the Swamiji inquired in the bazaar for an
Annakshetra, and having received the
information and got two meal-Chits,
took him there; and after
finishing meals, led him to a rest-house where he
shared his meagre bedding with
Ramdas in spite of his remonstrances. His
kindness to the poor slave
of Ram was indeed unbounded.
O Ram - it is Thyself who
appearest in the form of these guides to
lead, feed, and take care
of Thy slave. Why, for that matter, Ramdas has
now come to look upon all
human beings, all creatures, all life, all things as
nothing but the
manifestation of the Divine Ram, whom he is meditating
upon day and night. The
Swamiji and he remained in Ajmer for three days,
and then left for Pushkar
Raj. Travelling on the hill for about five miles,
they reached a large
natural reservoir of water, on one side of which were
erected temples and Dharmashalas. The Swamiji and he
occupied one of
them. Here Ramdas spent
five days in Bhajan
of Sri
Ram. Swami
Ramchandra had to stay in
Pushkar Raj for some days more.
So Ramdas, at Ram’s
command, left the place alone for Ajmer, where
he secured the company of a
Sadhu. Prevented from travelling
by train by
Ram’s will, they walked for
about 16 miles and then got into a train. The
Sadhuram who was
complaining of indigestion at Ajmer recovered his health
completely by this walk of
16 miles, receiving on the way very little food.
Ram does everything for the
best. At a junction named Mehsana, the Sadhus
met another Sannyasi at whose suggestion they
accompanied him to a
station called Dharmapuri,
where, alighting, they walked straight to the
Ashram of a Sadhu residing near the Mandir of Mahadev. The Sadhu gave a
hearty welcome to the
guests and provided them with accommodation,
food, etc.
Ramdas was pressed to
remain in that Ashram
for
some days. But, as
the Sadhuram could not do
so, he left the place after a stay of two days and
proceeded on his journey. A
week passed in this Ashram when two Sannyasis
from a neighbouring village
came there on a visit, and took him to their
Ashram which was in a jungle. He
remained in this jungle which he found
best suited for Rambhajan. The Sannyasis were very kind to him. In
this
jungle there was a small Mandir of Narahari. The interior
of this Mandir
was
a perfect square - the
sides corresponding exactly to Ramdas’ height.
Except for one or two hours
of sleep in the night, he was repeating the
whole night the glorious Mantram of Sri Ram. Here, he proved
for himself
beyond all doubt that Ram
protects with the greatest care the devotees who
entirely trust Him and
solely depend upon Him.
The jungle was infested
with wild pigs, serpents, scorpions and other
venomous creatures. Every
night a herd of about 20 to 30 wild pigs would
surround the Mandir, the door of which was
always open. The wild animals
would come to dig out roots
with their snouts from the marshy land
surrounding the Mandir, for these roots were
their food. Ramdas was freely
going out in the nights
when they were about. But by Ram’s grace they
never harmed him. The
villagers who were coming there during the day
would warn him of the
ferocious nature of these wild beasts. But complete
trust in Ram means full
protection and no fear. Moreover day and night the
Mandir was freely visited by long
black serpents, none of which, however,
molested him. Again every
morning when he lifted up the gunny or sack
piece spread for him by the
kind Sannyasis
as Asan or seat - which Ramdas
would use also for a bed at
night - he would discover beneath it a number of
reddish yellow scorpions.
But none of these stung him.
O Ram! When Thy loving arm
is ever ready to protect Thy humble
slave, who could harm him?
Thou art - O Ram – everywhere - in all creatures
- the whole universe and
all in it is Thy own manifestation. O Ram - all glory
to Thee! Ramdas, by Ram’s
command, remained in this jungle for about a
month and a half. The
afternoons were mostly spent in the society of
cowherd boys who would come
to this forest for grazing cattle. They would
play upon flutes and give
him the pleasure of listening to their sweet music.
These boys appeared to him
as so many cheerful, active, little Krishnas. By
Ram’s grace the stay there
proved altogether a most delightful one.
On one occasion, the kind Sannyasi friend took him on a visit
to a
village, several stations
away from Dharmapuri - the name of which is
Yadavpur. Here, there was a
great congregation of Sadhus. There were in all
about 200 in number. It was
a feast of Satsang; the beauty of it all was
to
observe the unstinted hospitality
of the villagers. Every article of comfort
which they possessed was at
the disposal of the Sadhus. One day Ram’s
command came to Ramdas to
move on. Accordingly he left the jungle
against the wishes of the Sannyasis, who wanted him to remain
for some
months more. Ram passed him
on to the care of a merchant at the railway
station, who undertook to
escort him as far as the merchant travelled. An
incident that took place
here requires to be related now.
CHAPTER XXX
MONEY IS THE ROOT
OF ALL EVIL
WHEN the merchant and
Ramdas were entering the train, there was a
heavy rush of passengers
and so the merchant had to push his way in the
thick of the crowd in order
to get into a carriage, which he did, followed by
Ramdas. He had scarcely settled
himself down on a seat when the merchant
friend came to him and
informed:
“Maharaj, somebody has
robbed me of my leather purse containing
fifteen rupees and the
railway ticket.”
And he showed his waistcoat
pocket, the inside lining of which was
found to have been neatly
cut out for the removal of the purse. It must all
have been the work of a few
seconds. The merchant continued to say:
“Now, what shall I do? I
have neither ticket nor money. May I report
the matter to the railway
police?” The train was about to start.
“Since you ask for his
advice,” said Ramdas, “he requests you to keep
mum over the affair. No
good fretting or making a fuss over the matter. As
regards the ticket, you may
travel to your destination without one. On the
way or at the alighting
station, if the ticket is demanded of you by the
railway officers, you can
explain to them the way how you lost the purse
and the ticket. As a proof
of this, you may show them the torn vest pocket.”
This advice of humble
Ramdas did not satisfy the merchant. He could
not rest content until he
reported the matter to the railway police. Now a
police officer came to the
compartment and commenced teasing many
poorly dressed and
unassuming Sadhus, compelling them to hand
over their
bags and bundles for inspection.
Not finding anything with them, the
policeman’s attention was
next directed towards a group of simple dressed
villagers whose big turbans
were all pulled down and their coats and
clothing rummaged. On the
person of one of them was at length discovered
a sum of Rs.20. This man
was now asked by the police a number of sharp
and suspicious questions as
to how he came in possession of the money. He
explained that he was only
a keeper of the amount belonging to all the
friends of that group. By
this time, the merchant-friend who was looking
upon the inquiry set on
foot by him, had got disgusted with it all and was in
a penitent mood, because he
saw that many innocent people were being
harassed for the sake of
his loss. The money found upon the villagers and
their tickets also were
wrested from them and kept by the police, and were
only returned to the owners
after they had passed several stations.
Meanwhile, the incident
caused a great deal of annoyance and anxiety. Now
the merchant came to
Ramdas, and giving him a Namaskar, said:
“Maharaj, fool that I was
not to have listened to your golden advice.
Behold, what a mess I have
made of the whole matter. To how many
innocent men I have caused
pain. Pardon thy slave.”
“Pray, sue pardon of Ram, O
friend,” was Ramdas’ only reply. By this
occurrence Ram taught
Ramdas a beautiful moral that he should not commit
at any time the blunder of
carrying or owning money which means nothing
but trouble and mischief.
Rightly it is said: “Money is the root of all evil.”
CHAPTER XXXI
JUNAGADH
NOW the train carried
Ramdas to the Junagadh station. It was
midday. He was without a
guide. At the city gate he inquired of a policeman
if there was a Ram Mandir
in that place. He replied that there was a Ram
Mandir about two miles from
the gate and he pointed out the way leading to
it. Ramdas walked on,
making frequent inquiries on the way. At last, he
reached the high gateway of
the Ram Mandir. Entering, he was welcomed by
the Mahant of the Ashram, with whom he remained for
about a week. Here
he had the benefit of the
society of six other Sadhus who were also there as
the guests of the
kind-hearted Mahant. All of them were very
kind to
Ramdas.
Ram here performed two
wonderful miracles - one of these Sadhus
had an attack of fever from
a fortnight and in spite of various kinds of
treatment, he was as bad as
ever. He was bedridden, emaciated and pale.
Besides, he was
disheartened and was fretting over his illness. Seeing his
condition Ramdas could not
resist going to his bed, and, sitting near him and
offering himself for his
service, began pressing his legs lightly. Coming to
know of this the ailing Sadhu sat up and remonstrated,
saying that he was
quite unworthy to receive
such attention from him. He only asked for a
blessing from Ramdas that
he should be all right by the following day.
Ramdas said that he was
only a humble slave of Ram and had no right to
bless anybody.
“Do bless in the name of
Ram,” he appealed.
“Well, brother,” said
Ramdas, “may Sri Ram - the Protector of all -
bless you with health by
tomorrow morning.”
That night Ram was perhaps
busy setting the Sadhu right, for next
morning he was entirely
free from fever and was moving about in good
cheer and health. This
marvellous cure by Ram, for working which he had
made humble Ramdas his
tool, made quite a sensation in the Ashram. So he
became the object of
considerable attention and love from all in the
Ashram. About three or four days
later, another Sadhu
fell
ill. He too asked
Ramdas to bless him in the
same way as he had done the other one. Ramdas
prayed again to Ram as
requested. O Ram, what a powerful being Thou art!
The second Sadhu also recovered by the
following morning. All glory to
Thee, Ram!
Ramdas was not made to
remain in this Ashram
long.
He met one day
the same Sannyasi who had guided him to
Dharmapuri. He had evinced a
great liking for Ramdas.
Now he took him up and brought him to another
Ashram, belonging to a well-known
Sannyasi
of
Junagadh, Kashigirji by
name. In this Ashram or Akhada, as it was called, Ramdas
was loved by all
Sannyasis - there were about fifteen
of them. Ram’s intention in taking him
to Junagadh was to enable
him to scale the heights of the famous hill of
Girnar - the seat of Guru
Dattatreya and Mother Ambaji. He expressed this
wish to Kashigirji who
proposed also to accompany him on his climb. Ram’s
kindness is indeed very
great. A day was fixed and one night he mounted the
steps of Girnar with
Kashigirji and six other Sannyasis who were also in the
party. The total number of
steps to be mounted in order to reach the
summit of the hills was
about 9000. 6000 steps were covered, and they
reached, at about three
after midnight, the Ashram of a Sannyasi whose
name was Shankargirji.
Here a halt was made for
the night. Cold on the hill was severe. Ram
was kind and his Bhajan was so sweet. Next morning,
the party climbed
further up and reached
first the temple of Mother Ambaji and thence
ascending a flight of steps
mounted again the highest peak among those
hills. While nearing this
peak, the steps were irregular and slippery, but
Ram led all up safely. Here
on the summit are the footprints of Guru
Dattatreya. Hundreds of
pilgrims are everyday ascending these hills for the
Darshan of these holy footprints.
To sit on the edge of this peak and to have
a sweeping look all around
is to present to the gaze a most enthralling sight.
The charming landscapes on
all sides - the distant hills painted with green
and yellow - the vast blue
expanse of the sky overhead, and the thin silvery
streaks of sparkling water
streaming down the smooth and shining sides of
rocks - are all scenes that
elevate the looker on to regions at once mystic
and celestial.
On getting down this hill -
half-way - the party visited some caves
occupied by Mahatmas, and had the uncommon
pleasure of their society.
Then were visited the
various reservoirs of water on the slopes of the hills.
At length they returned at
noon to the hospitable Ashram of Shankargirji.
After dinner the party
started on their downward journey and reached
Junagadh in the evening.
Next day all the Sannyasis of the party were
complaining of stiffness
and pain in their limbs. Some of them, for two or
three days, could only
hobble along. But Ram was so kind to Ramdas that he
did not feel any pain or
stiffness in his legs. Now Ram made him acquainted
with two young friends,
Maganlal and Kantilal, both of whom conceived a
great love for him. In
their company he spent a few very happy days. They
would take him every
evening for walks in the public gardens and among
groves of trees.
Once in their company
Ramdas ascended a small hill called Lakshman
Tekri. They also introduced
him to some Muslim friends of the place who
were all very kind to him.
A visit was paid to the Datar Mosque at the foot of
the Datar hills. Maganlal
made him acquainted with several friends of
Junagadh who were all
uniformly kind to Ramdas. Maganlal arranged for his
journey to Somnath, a noted
shrine of great historical importance. Ramdas
duly proceeded to this
shrine in the company of a Gujarati friend who met
him at the Railway station
by the grace of Ram.
This friend, on reaching
Veraval station, as arranged by Maganlal,
took him to the house of a
rich merchant of the place - a relation of
Maganlal. But when Ramdas
visited him, he was laid up with high fever and
his whole household was in
a state of acute anxiety over his illness. He sat
near the sick friend and,
touching him on the arm, felt the high
temperature. Before leaving
the room, Ramdas was asked by his relatives
present, as well as by the
friends who escorted him to the place, to bless
the patient with health.
Accordingly Ramdas said that by the grace of
almighty Ram he would be
all right next morning.
Ram manifested His power
here as well! The patient was entirely free
from all fever next
morning. He was having the attack of fever for five days
past without intermission.
By Ram’s grace, now the fever having left him,
he was able to walk out to
his place of business. Ramdas was staying in the
topmost storey of his shop
- a huge building. Here too all were kind to him.
He duly visited the ruins
and the temple of Somnath. The underground cave,
in which there is the huge
image of Somnath, was entered and he stood
before the idol. Here again
he felt thrills of ecstasy in the presence of
Somnath. He bathed in the
river a little away from the temple. Returning to
Veraval, Ramdas expressed
to the merchant-friend, as prompted by Ram,
his wish to visit Prachi
and Muddi Goraknath, and said that he would go on
foot early next morning.
“No, Swamiji,” said the
kind merchant, “you should not go on foot. I
shall engage a bullock cart
for you, for the road leading to these places is so
rugged and rough that even
a horse carriage cannot be driven over there.
Moreover, you have to cover
a distance of 16 miles which is a long distance
for a weak man like you to
walk through.”
Although Ramdas was against
the proposal, he was prevailed upon by
the friend to sit in a cart
along with some other friends who were also
bound for Prachi. The kind
friend dropped into his pocket a small kerchief to
which were tied Rs.2 for
cart-hire to and from Prachi. The cart started
before daybreak. They had
not travelled half a mile, when Ramdas saw the
driver beating the bullocks
with a heavy stick. He, of course, could not bear
the sight. He felt as if
the blows were delivered on his own back. He
appealed to the driver not
to inflict injury on the bullock. He replied that
the bullocks would not go
if they were not chastised. Ram now commanded
Ramdas to give up the cart
at once. After paying Re.1, his hire, he got down
and walked the distance and
reached Prachi about midday.
As he was proceeding, he
happened to pass close to a poorly dressed
man with a bundle on his
back. Seeing Ramdas he quickly moved out of the
way and began walking at
the other end of the road. Proceeding a little
further, he met another man
coming from the opposite direction, and both
greeted each other with
‘Ram, Ram’. After going a little further Ramdas
questioned him why he was
moving so far away from him, to which he
replied that he was a Pariah.
“O, but you are Ramdas’
brother, all the same.” So saying, Ramdas
approached him and took him
by the hand. He stared at Ramdas in
confusion.
“I am a Dhed by caste,” he again said.
“Ramdas is your brother,”
repeated Ramdas. “A man who has the
name of Ram on his lips is
superior to a Brahmin
- in
the eyes of Ram, all are
equal.”
Until he parted, Ramdas
went on talking to him about the glory of
Ram. Now he took a
sidetrack and separated from Ramdas who then fell into
the company of a Mohammedan
friend driving a horse, loaded with some
merchandise. This friend,
whose nature was simple and child-like, gave him
much pleasure by his
society until Ramdas reached Prachi. Bathing in the
large tank into which a
river was flowing he visited several Mandirs, met
two Sadhus of the place, and then
started on his return journey, and
reached in the evening the
shrine called Muddi Goraknath. Here he
remained for a night in the
society of the Sadhus
of the
temple, which is
also a cave, entrance to
which can only be gained by descending a number
of stone steps.
Starting from there early
next morning he reached Veraval in the
forenoon. The first thing
he did was to return the balance of Re.1 to the
merchant. He had walked all
the way with enthusiasm, repeating, according
to his wont, the sacred Ram-Mantram . The following day he went
back by
train to Junagadh. Maganlal
and Kantilal heartily welcomed him back. They
pressed him to remain in
Junagadh for some days more. He agreed to do so,
by Ram’s will, provided he
was allowed to remain in solitude where he could
spend his days in entire
devotion to and meditation of Ram. Accordingly
Ram Himself pitched upon a
place called Muchkund Rishi’s Ashram. This is
situated right in the midst
of a dense jungle over a hill, on the way to
Girnar, about 4 miles from
Junagadh. There is a temple here in ruins,
besides a number of Samadhis in a neglected condition.
The place has
consequently a weird
appearance.
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