Dear Souls,
Become Humans First !
Swami Bhoomananda
Tirtha
Mind’s harmony, Its
Mysterious Course
Let
me cite an instance. I have already told you, the way
in
which Sri Krishna gave the Geeta gospel to Arjuna
and
the manner in which he concluded. Here is another
instance.
Somehow instances like these become very
dear
to me. My mind always looked for them alone.
Many
others would have told you many other things
about
Krishna. They would have made a God of him
and
spoken in that strain always. That is the popular
way.
It is good too. But the right thinker and the
enquirer
will not be satisfied just by that. To praise
anything
good and anyone great is always good. That
first
of all marks your humility. Only where humility
and
piety are found, evolution and right understanding
can
be.
I
too praise Krishna at times. I have always liked him.
My
liking was natural, even now it is so. But the way in
which
I have thought about him, when my mind picked
up
the mood of enquiry years back, has been rather
typical.
I always quote his own words in which he says:
‘whoever
understands me like this gets redemption from
the
binding world and life’.
iti
māṁ yo'bhijānāti
karmabhirna sa badhyate
I
tried to understand him and his way, I have always
been
acting the way he did, and quite naturally the same
Dear Souls, Become Humans
First! 84
peace
and clarity, or very nearly that, reigns in me too.
Thanks
to him, thanks to his heritage, thanks to the
supreme
wisdom of the land and people.
Everything
was getting ready for the Mahabharata war,
which
brought the two sets of cousins into unimaginable
opposition,
which also made their elders take sides in a
most
mysterious manner.
However,
Yudhishthira, the eldest of the Pandava
brothers,
the Dharmaputra, given always to softness and
composure,
found it still hard and painful to go ahead
with
the war. His heart even at that late hour yearned
for
co-existence and love. So he began to talk about his
mind
and feelings to Krishna, who was more a friend,
confidant
and guide to him than otherwise. His words:
“Krishna,
my mind is still in utter anguish, thinking
about
the fight and consequent slaughter. Ah, how can I
bear
this outcome. My heart yearns to see the war
avoided
somehow. Will you, my dear Krishna, tell me
how
this can be accomplished? Shall I send some one to
talk
to Duryodhana and bring about a truce with him?
How
can I find one competent to fulfil this important
mission?
I feel you alone can undertake the task. I want
you
to go to Duryodhana and carry my message to him.
Your
object, Krishna, must be to somehow gain peace
and
avoid blood-shed. You should use all diplomatic
words
and with a diction which will surely yield the
result
we have in view!”
Krishna
heard Yudhishthira patiently, pondered a while
and
then with a smile answered: “Respected Sir, I have
all
love for you. I always look to your welfare and am
ready
to ensure it at all times. If it is your desire to send
me
as your ambassador to Duryodhana, I shall indeed
undertake
the mission. But let me, however, tell you
what
I know to be the sure outcome. Duryodhana is one
who
has no concern either for the people around or for
piety
and righteousness. Regardless of any
consideration,
he is out to do harm and wrong to you.
Little
does he care for propriety or goodness in his ways.
The
irony is that his mind never repents for what he
does,
and so there is no misery too for him on account of
what
he does. So there is no chance for him to heed my
words
or your message for peace. He will not be content
with
anything short of actual battle and slaughter.
However,
I shall obey you and proceed as you say. Yes, I
shall
speak to him very selected words, and showing all
humility
and earnestness try to impress upon him the
need
and our request for peace. You may, however be
sure
of the outcome. I am out to please you and see that
your
mind begets peace. So let no stone remain
unturned
in our efforts for peace….”
See,
what does Krishna say about his own feeling in the
matter
and at the same time promise Yudhishthira that
he
will do the way the latter wishes! Is not here Krishna
giving
vent to what he likes and knows, and
immediately
thereupon expressing his full readiness to
do
just the opposite? Both his own like and the like of
another,
thus you find closely blending in what he
speaks
and does.
This
is the way true harmony works in the thoughts and
actions
of a knowing man.
You
may now ask: “If Sri Krishna did not consider truce
mission
to be necessary, why did he take it up? Why
should
a wise man proceed with an act, which he clearly
knows
is fruitless or bad.” Well, this is the question
which
I want every one of you to enquire into and find a
clear
answer for.
As
I have often said, evolution is for the mind and
understanding
of man. As long as the mind moves in a
set
pattern, no really serious problem or enquiry is taken
up
by it. The real enquiry will commence only when the
mind
is put to a conflict.
You
should understand that for any human to live in the
world
there is the inevitable question of a community or
group.
Everyone is born of two persons – the father and
the
mother. The father and the mother have their
respective
relations, and thus the circle of the
community
grows. There is also the society around
consisting
of similar groups, children, parents, brothers,
sisters,
etc.
Thus
any individual is closely knit to a group. This
group
may be his family, parental or matrimonial. It
may
as well be that of friends, co-workers, etc. Whatever
the
kind and nature be, such a group or community is
always
there for every one.
Every
one in such a group, to which one has one’s
moorings,
associations and even dependence, has a
mind
which has its own background and influences. The
individuality
of man cannot be so easily altered or
overcome.
This is a basic truth.
As
you cannot be indifferent to your own mind. So too
you
cannot afford to be negligent of others’ minds. Also
you
cannot disregard your loyalties to any person or
group.
Loyalties come to be developed and established
for
one reason or another. Whatever the reason be, once
they
have gained ground, they need to be considered
and
treated, not utterly disposed of and disregarded.
This
is another must of one’s life.
In
case of Krishna, Yudhishthira was always dear and
near
to him. The dearness and nearness might have been
for
one reason or another. We are not to think of how
one
becomes dear to another, but only think of the fact
of
dearness. The dearness had become part of Krishna’s
mind.
It is therefore natural that Sri Krishna pursues the
dearness
when Yudhishthira wanted to do something
which
was not useful and which he did not quite
approve
of.
The
propriety of an act is one matter. It has to be
considered
and judged by our intelligence in its own
setting
and standards. Besides the propriety of an act,
one
may want to do it, may feel compelled to do it. In
this
case, Yudhishthira always had a large catholic and
accommodating
heart. His heart would never allow him
to
do any harm to another so easily. Even when the best
and
the worst sacrifices on his part were called for, he
would
undertake the sacrifices rather than proceed to
harm
another. This was one important instance where
the
ultimate consequence would be a direct battle with
his
own cousins and the other relations. Could he ever
think
of such a battle? Even when pressed to fight, his
mind
brought forth the last notes of sympathy,
consideration
and sacrifice.
Well,
that is not bad, on any ground. The only objection
can
be that it will not work in all cases, as in this case
with
Duryodhana. Nevertheless, there was the full need
for
Yudhishthira’s mind to give vent to his sympathies.
You
should know that no urge of the mind will subside
except
through a process of expression. We can make the
expression
careful, cautious and even restrained if so
needed.
But suppression is bad in any way.
Sri
Krishna first of all meted out a correct appraisal of
the
proposed step with enough of reason and
judgement.
That is correct and useful. The mind thinks
and
feels in its own ways. Not necessarily is it governed
by
any definite norms and ideals. Norms and ideals
come
from another sphere or level in us. That level is
what
we call as the intelligence.
So if at all you want to
bridle
the mind and check its vagaries, the only royal
method
will be to seek the intellect’s assistance and then
make
the intellect tuition the mind in its own effective
manner
– Krishna here does it first. By doing so,
Yudhishthira,
if at all he had not himself done so, gets an
opportunity
to appraise his mind about the futility of the
entire
venture. Even after hearing Krishna’s words,
Yudhishthira
was not appeased. The agitation in his
mind
continued and naturally he had to allay it by a
process
of actual expression, not withdrawal or restraint.
Side
by side with this urge of Yudhishthira’s mind was
Krishna’s
love for him. As a lover, Sri Krishna would
readily
want to see Yudhishthira in peace, even when
that
would mean doing something which would
ultimately
be useless. Here more than the uselessness of
the
venture so far as its effect on Duryodhana goes, its
usefulness
to Yudhishthira’s mind is the point that
concerned
Krishna. He did not go to Duryodhana to
advise
him and bring him the way Yudhishthira wished
(for
that was not possible), but he did so simply to bring
consolation
and satisfaction to Yudhishthira’s mind. Is
this
not correct? Is this not the way any man of good
feelings,
love and sympathy would do?
When
you view the ultimate purpose of any act that any
one
does at any time, you find it to be serving more
himself
than the others concerned. Everything is truly
more
subjective than objective.
The
need for harmony and for that sake the need for
gaining
spiritual or philosophical wisdom arises only
because
we have to get along with our life in the world.
That
is to say, we have to live with so many others
similarly
living around us, some of whom are closely
linked
to us and some remotely. So it is not enough if
one’s
own life and its needs are cared and provided for.
As
you care for your own mind you have to care for the
others’
too. This is what makes life interesting. Equally it
makes
life exacting and problematic too.
The
real moral or spiritual crisis arises when in a
particular
situation you are not able to strike a harmony
between
your likes, aspirations and ideals on the one
hand
and the compulsions or duties on the other. He is a
Knower,
a man of harmony, who can handle such
situations,
the conflicts of the mind and intellect, and act
preserving
his peace, wisdom and harmony. Let me cite
another
more complex and much debated instance of the
Mahabharata
War.
Think
of Bhishma the great, Bhishma is one of the best
Knowers
of Truth. Even Sri Krishna had great regard for
him.
At the end of the war when Yudhishthira’s mind
got
into uncontrollable grief thinking about the cruelty
of
having fought with his elders, more particularly with
his
elder brother, Karna, he got terribly afflicted. The
thought
that his own mother did not disclose to him the
fact
of Karna being his elder brother agitated him
beyond
measure, so much so he pronounced a curse –
“let
the women of the world be not able to keep a secret
to
themselves”. Such was his agony and dismay. All his
brothers
tried to assuage Yudhishthira’s pain, but none
succeeded.
Sri Krishna, who at the beginning of the war
advised
Arjuna and set his mind right, also tried to give
gospels
to Yudhishthira, but poor Yudhishthira could
not
be consoled and enlightened. Sri Krishna, true to his
honesty
and greatness, admitted his failure and then
straightway
took Yudhishthira to the presence of
Bhishma,
who was then lying in the battlefield on a bed
of
arrows. It was Bhishma who then began an elaborate
treatise
of advice to the son of Pandu, on listening to
which
he felt peaceful and illumined. Such was the
greatness
and wisdom of Bhishma. That is why I take his
instance
for our illustration.
Why
did the moral, ethical and the knowing Bhishma
choose
to fight on the side of Duryodhana, knowing and
saying
all the time that the person and his cause were
wicked
and hence would not triumph? This question is
even
today raised everywhere, and as I understand it,
the
correct answer and the truth implied are not
explained,
or even when explained, not understood
properly.
Bhishma’s
association with the Kuru dynasty, in a way
his
relationship with the forefathers of both the
Pandavas
and Kauravas started long before the
Mahabharata
War. That is why he remained with King
Dhritaraashtra.
Virtually he was the real wielder of
power.
He was living and eating in the palace, which
was
in fact his ‘family’. Now you have to consider the
instance
of Mahabharata war and all that it brought in
its
wake, taking your stand in this background. The
issue
of war and the association of the different persons
in
it, either with Duryodhana or with Yudhishthira,
everything
has to be viewed and judged on the basis of
this
setting.
The
brothers decided to fight with each other not at the
instance
of Bhishma, or at the instance of Drona, the
common
teacher of both the groups, or even at the
instance
of several other elders. In a way, even the father
of
Duryodhana, namely Dhritaraashtra, was against the
venture
of war.
The
war was motivated by Duryodhana’s own greed
and
wickedness, if we can use these terms to convey
their
purport. Every one advised Duryodhana on the
impropriety
and unnecessary nature of the proposed
war.
Several gospels were administered to him. But all
these
fell on deaf ears to produce no effect whatsoever. If
at
all, everything tended to aggravate his rivalry and
enmity
towards the sons of Pandu, so much so that with
every
word of advice his heart and senses began to burn,
and
he blurt forth most wounding words and remarks
towards
those who spoke to him, including Bhishma.
What
was Bhishma to do then? This is the most crucial
question.
Normally man’s nature – the nature of the
unthinking
and the unillumined – is to revolt against
those
who refuse to listen to him, get irritated in spirit
and
purpose at them and then in protest leave their
presence
either for an interim period or never to return
again.
This is what several brothers, sisters and even
parents
do in the world and the society. To do things
which
one likes and not to do those that one dislikes, is
the
common wont of any human. To be doing so one
need
not acquire any special wisdom or become
spiritually
illumined. Mark this fundamental truth.
Several
brothers have parted forever on this basis.
Parents
have sometimes deserted their children.
Children
have abandoned their parents. Friends have
separated
forever on an issue of differences of opinions.
To
give vent to dislike and on that ground abandon the
place
where you have been living, abandon the very
dear
and near people with whom you have been, who
gave
you food, shelter and the other primary and
secondary
needs of life and thereby made what you are
worthy
of now, to do all this it needs no special
knowledge,
choice and attainment. Our instincts, our
human
corruption, will make us do so.
But
here is the instance of a Great Soul, a Master
Knower,
one who transcends the ordinary swinging
habits
of the human mind, deluding arena of the
unillumined
intellect, whose thoughts and actions will
naturally
be, owing to his enlightenment and
elevatedness
of insight, far superior to and different
from
those of the ordinary run of mankind. Not for him
to
leave the place, persons and surroundings simply
because
one of his grandchildren (Duryodhana) chose to
be
wicked and disastrous in his ways. Duryodhana
would
not have retreated from his wickedness if
Bhishma
had left the place, in any way. And what would
Bhishma
himself have gained by so doing?
This
is one moral question – was it really necessary for
the
enlightened Bhishma to leave the palace and
associations
with which he lived until then? There is
equally
present another question – the place which
sheltered
him and the people who fed him until then,
were
they to be deserted or abandoned, due to the
misconduct
of just one person like Duryodhana? Where
would
his loyalty and goodness be? Is not the normal
humanness,
which enables one to grow and to achieve
even
the spiritual heights and glories, also to be
considered?
Is not such consideration part of the big
moral
complex? To consider one aspect of the morality,
another
should not be butchered.
So
the real tussle is to preserve one’s humanness, even
when
such preservation proves difficult, hard and
painful.
The way I understand Truth and Spiritual
Wisdom
tells me that a true seeker seeks and begets
enlightenment
in order to sustain his life even against
the
worst of odds, challenges and persecutions. Again,
the
enlightened one will be able to preserve his own
state
of freedom under any circumstances. The wicked
designs
and pursuits of of Duryodhana should not be
able
to tarnish the mind or spiritual glories of Bhishma.
So,
Bhishma chose to be where he was naturally. Unlike
Vibheeshana
the younger brother of the demon King
Ravana,
he did not consider it wise or necessary to leave
the
Duryodhana camp in order to beget the peace and
preserve
his own glory. Glory is glory indeed. It is
bound
to shine wherever it is, whatever encircles it. May
be
the process is more difficult and strenuous. But that
should
only prove to be a pleasure.
So
the birth, associations and loyalties of Bhishma
naturally
kept him where he was until then. At the same
time
he did not say or feel the least at any time that
Duryodhana’s
cause was correct or that he would win in
the
end. On the other hand, he was constantly advising
Duryodhana
about the wrongness of his pursuits and
the
sure defeat and doom it would drive itself to. And
even
when such advice was being given, he always
assured
Duryodhana that he would put his best in the
battle.
Doing a thing with all the sincerity and zeal,
although
its fate is clearly known to be a failure, is this
not
the best way of doing and acting for the Knower?
Deeper Notes of
Wisdom and Harmony
Amazing Humility
Here
is a strange story from the Mahabharata. The war
between
Kauravas and Pandavas had almost begun.
Duryodhana’s
army with the grandfather Bhishma and
teacher
Drona at its head was standing in full readiness
to
fight Yudhishthira and his brothers. The whole scene
unnerved
Arjuna, as all of you know. An array of
doubts,
confusion and suffering assailed his mind.
Unable
to bear it himself, he looked to Krishna for
instruction
and help.
Sri
Krishna rose to the occasion and imparted to him the
right
insight and illumination. Arjuna was surprised to
find
that even in the worst of crisis like this, there was
still
a clear course of action, safe and redeeming, which
fulfilled
the demands of propriety, of human sentiments
and
ideals. Arjuna’s confusion was cleared, his mind
steadied
and his boldness recovered. Everything looked
well
and luminous to him now.
He
was ready to begin the war and fight it to the end.
Both
the armies became impatient to unleash the
ceaseless
discharge of arrows. But lo, something
happened!
The eyes of Arjuna and the others suddenly
fell
on Yudhishthira, their eldest brother. They found the
son
of Dharma all of a sudden remove his armour, leave
aside
his bow and arrow and get down from his chariot.
With
his hands humbly folded in devotion and piety, he
began
to walk straight eastward looking to the place
where
stood the grandfather Bhishma.
Seeing
their brother proceed thus to the opposite camp
in
haste and without speech, Arjuna, Bhima, Nakula and
Sahadeva
were shaken out of their wits. Each of them
began
to wonder in his own way what the son of
Dharma
was proposing to do. All of them in turn tried
to
dissuade him. But their effort was of no avail.
Yudhishthira
walked forward as if he heard nothing.
The
brothers were puzzled and aggrieved. They were
almost
sure that the kind-hearted elder was going to
seek
peace at any cost. “No kingdom, no prosperity, no
offer,
nothing do I want. Peace is my one aim, and for its
sake
shall I sacrifice anything at my command, even this
war
altogether”, these they thought, would be his words
the
next moment. “What a great tragedy”, they
wondered.
“Is all our planning and campaigning, is all
the
valour and determination to be in vain, of no avail at
all”,
each murmured to himself.
Arjuna
turned to Krishna in an attempt to know how
best
could his brother’s heart be resisted. But Krishna
only
smiled and kept quiet. He knew well what the
thought
of Yudhishthira could be. He was sure that
Yudhishthira
was not one to be troubled and confused
as
the younger ones. He carried in him greater depth,
deeper
insight and bolder decision. It is only that he
would
always want to display the best notes of loyalty
and
goodness, even when placed in front of the worst
cruelty.
So Krishna said to Arjuna: “Dear one, be at
peace.
I know well what your brother proposes to do.
May
everything be well with him and bring goodness to
all
of you”.
Yudhishthira
went straight to the grandfather and
bending
his head low, humbly submitted. “The course
of
life in this world is, for any one very queer indeed.
Hardly
is there anything which destiny cannot drive one
to.
As is the whole nature steeped in mystery, so too are
the
developments which face man at times. It is indeed a
sheer
conspiracy of destiny and will that has led me to
this
kind of a war. I have but one wish at this late
juncture.
Fight you must and will for Duryodhana, but
bless
you must myself, and my brothers. Fight I shall
this
cruel war, but only when guided and protected by
you.”
āmantraye
tvāṁ durdharṣa
tvayā yotsyāmahe saha |
anujānīhi
māṁ tāta
āśiṣaśca
prayojaya ||
Mahabharata:
Bhishmaparva: (43.37)
To
these baffling words of baffling wisdom the
grandfather
replied:
yadyevaṁ nābhigacchethā
yudhi māṁ pṛthivīpate
|
śapeyaṁ tvāṁ mahārāja
parābhāvāya bhārata ||
prīto'haṁ putra
yudhyasva jayamāpnuhi pāṇḍava |
yatte'bhilaṣitaṁ cānyat
tadavāpnuhi saṁyuge
||
vriyatāṁ ca
varaḥ pārtha
kimasmatto'bhikāṅkṣasi
|
evaṁgate
mahārāja na tavāsti parājayaḥ ||
arthasya
puruṣo
dāso dāsasvartho na kasyacit |
iti
satyaṁ mahārāja
baddho'smyarthena kauravaiḥ ||
atastvāṁ klīvavadvākyaṁ bravīmi
kurunandana |
bhṛto'smyarthena
kauravya yuddhādanyat kimicchasi ||
Mahabharata:
Bhishmaparva: (43.38-42)
Dutiful Grandson
If
you had not chosen to come to me and to seek my
consent
and blessings, perhaps my sentiment would
have
been hurt and I would have pronounced a curse on
you
for your defeat. But now that you have come as a
dutiful
grandson, I am immensely pleased. This is the
noble
way the innocent and the righteous should act
even
when facing the worst of ordeals and conflicts.
Adversities
may try to tear one asunder. The severest of
opposition
may stare at him all around. Mutually
conflicting
duties may weigh upon his mind, trying to
pull
it hither and thither. A chain of doubts may dance
on
his intelligence, fear may envelop his nature. Yet,
despite
everything and all, the noble one of true
discrimination
should not lose heart and ignore the deep
sense
of loyalty and goodness.
The
righteous may outwardly face persecution, be
humbled
piteously at times. But inwardly, right in the
core
of his being, he should not allow himself to slip
from
his real nature. To disconnect totally the present
from
its bearing upon the past – which indeed has
moulded
the present into what is before him and then to
behave
callously, utterly forgetting the loyalty and
affiliations
of the past is the most heinous moral crime of
any
human mortal. It is the worst suicidal step one can
afford
to take in this world.
To
think of what was in the past and then to relate it
loyally
to what is the present, to blend thus the loyalties
of
all fronts, without hurting or sacrificing any one of
them
in particular, and thereby to evolve the sweetest
notes
of harmony and understanding, is the last secret of
successful
human adventure on earth. It is the infallible
natural
path for achieving immortal success.
The
behaviour of yours no doubt befits a true and
worthy
grandson of mine. You have indeed pleased me
to
the core. I am ready to give the benefit of any blessing.
Fortified
by my blessing, let your goodness prevail
stronger
and triumph against all odds. Truly the best
reward
for one’s goodness is its own unhindered
persistence,
the ability to preserve it under all
conditions.
There is no force either here on the earth or
in
heavens above to stand up against the might and
merit
of goodness. Goodness is goodness indeed, and it
will
always bring the best in its wake, wherever it is and
whatever
tries to thwart it any time.
Fight for Them, But
Wish for you
True
to my loyalty to the Duryodhana family, I shall
fight
for them. But nevertheless I will at all times bless
you
and your brothers. Fight gallantly therefore, dear
son,
and win too in the end.
As
for me, my plight is strange. It cannot be helped or
avoided.
There is a saying current in the world - man is
always
a servant of money, while money is never the
servant
of any one. This saying is true, no doubt, in
respect
to anyone, it is true of me too. I find more so on
this
occasion and especially in the context of this resolve
of
mine to fight against you.
By
the fact of my life in the palace of Dhritaraashtra, by
the
fact of the eating, drinking and sleeping I did and am
still
doing in their hands, by the fact that they were and
are
the nourishers of my body. I am bound by the chord
of
artha
(money, living resources), to the
Kauravas. My
body
has eaten and thrived on the food of theirs. This
forged
a loyalty in me, and like any other loyalty of
mine,
I have to be, I am, true to it as well. I say this
without
shame or pride. An act or a step may at times
prove
very painful. Even then the wise and courageous
will
not spare it, but court it with the whole of their
heart.
That is the real heroism of the humble and the
wary.
It is true that the second object of human pursuit,
namely
artha,
has bought me thus for the Kauravas and
made
me determined to fight for them. Fight apart,
therefore,
O Pandava, ask for anything from me that you
desire.
Let whatever be your heart’s wishes, ask for
them,
and give all those shall I to you this instant.
Yudhishthira
on hearing the grandfather submitted his
demand:
!
mantrayasva
mahābāho hitaiṣī
mama nityaśaḥ |
yudhvasva
kauravasyārthe mamaiṣa satataṁ varaḥ ||
Mahabharata:
Bhishmaparva: (43.43)
‘Everyday, O
great one of mighty hands, seek to
will for my
benefit; desire victory for me. Fight
you do for Duryodhana.
This is the boon I seek
of you. This is
my heart’s wish.’
To
this Bhishma replied:
Fight
I shall for another, but wish and will, I will for
your
sake. Whatever else you need in particular, ask for
that
as well from me.
Yudhishthira
then desired to know how could the
grandfather
be defeated by them, as he was always
unconquerable.
He wanted to be told in particular of the
secret
means by which the invincible Bhishma could be
overcome
in war. Bhishma then replied:
“Surely,
none in the battlefield can stand up against me.
I
don’t see any one powerful enough to give me battle
and
defeat me. Even the God of gods (Devendra) cannot
put
me to defeat. The time has not come for me to die
either.
So go now O king, come to me again.
Yudhishthira
and the rest went back. The war began.
First
day was followed by the second. Each day was thus
followed
by the next. The events of some days were
pleasing
to Yudhishthira, but soon the picture changed
and
the king began to lose his spirits. His men died in
large
numbers and the whole army got reduced in its
strength
and hope. Everywhere flowed the stream of
blood.
Victory seemed to be nowhere or it looked too far
removed
and indefinite.
It
was the ninth day and there was heavy killing and
loss.
At dusk, as usual, the war stopped and both the
armies
withdrew to their camps. Yudhishthira was
terribly
disheartened. He sat with his brothers and
Krishna,
and there was a thorough discussion among
them
about the plight they were in. Relating his doubts
and
fears about what was to follow, Yudhishthira said:
‘As
long as this invincible grandfather is erect with his
bow
and arrow, we cannot avoid death and defeat. I
verily
do not know what should be done by us. I wish to
save
our men, fight to the last and gain victory. But this
does
not seem to be possible when I think of the
grandfather,
the dispenser of death to his opponents.
Sri
Krishna encouraged him with all promises and
hopes.
He said that for the sake of Arjuna and his
brothers,
he would himself, if necessary, take up the task
of
killing the grandfather. Moved by love, Krishna
declared:
“I will vindicate your cause and make you
victorious,
come what may. Even if I have to break my
promises,
I will protect Arjuna and yourselves.” Finally,
it
was resolved that all of them should go to the
grandfather
and seek instruction about the means of
putting
him down. They all went to the camp of
Bhishma.
The grandfather greeted them all fondly:
“Come
dear ones; what is there which I may do, so that
you
will be pleased? Even if what you seek is extremely
hard
to execute, come tell me, and I shall indeed do it for
you.”
It
was then that Yudhishthira spoke to his grand father.
Yudhishthira Seeks
a Most Baffling Boon
“O
knower of righteousness, how are we to gain victory
over
you? How can I gain back my kingdom? By what
means
can I avoid this terrible loss of people on my
side?
Please tell me yourself the secret means for
bringing
your downfall? How are we to bear you in
battle?
I don’t find even a small hole of weakness which
we
can exploit for defeating you. The stream of arrows
discharged
by your bow is so thick and continuous that
your
whole body remains veiled by it. Neither when you
take
the bow nor while you string it nor again when you
fix
the arrow nor while you pull the string to dispatch it
are
we able to spot your presence in the battle field. You
are
verily a terror of destruction to my army. You have
already
dispatched to the abode of Yama vast numbers
of
my people. I have to win you in the war. I have to get
back
my kingdom. May I know from yourself how these
ends
can be accomplished? Be kind enough to instruct
me
on the means of destroying yourself.”
Bhishma
heard his grandson with all love and care, and
then
proceeded to give him with compassion the
instruction
he so desperately sought:
Bhishma Reveals How
to Kill Him
“True,
even the Gods of heavens cannot fight and cow
me
down as long as I am armed and I remain upright on
the
chariot. While my bow and weapons are in my
hands,
none indeed can dislodge me from the chariot.
But
the moment I lay the bow and arrows down, the
heroes
of war can defeat me. I shall, O King, tell you of a
vow
I undertook long back.
I
will not wish to fight with one who has laid his
weapons
down, one who has fallen, one devoid of his
armour
and flag staff, one who is running in escape, one
who
is in discomfiture, one who says, “I am yours”, one
who
is a woman, one who is a eunuch, one who bears
the
name of woman, one disabled or not fully limbed,
one
who is the only son to his parents, one who is of low
character.
This is my resolve. On seeing one who looks
inauspicious,
surely I will not fight.
Dear
king, is there not in your army the son of Drupada,
a
victorious fighter, who ever loves to fight and win? He
was
born a woman but became a man. Let your brother
Arjuna
keep him, Shikhandi, in front. Protected well by
his
armour, let him then shoot sharp and powerful darts
at
me. I will never think of aiming my arrows at
Shikhandi,
whose smell is inauspicious, especially as he
was
born a woman. Just at that critical juncture, making
timely
use of this loophole of mine, let Arjuna hit me
with
his penetrating arrows. Let there be no delay. I find
none
else than the mighty Krishna and the clever Arjuna
to
vanquish me in war. Therefore, let Arjuna keep
another
in front and then fight to dislodge me from my
chariot.
By this means will you, O king, win the war. O
high-souled
son of Kunti, if you but do the way I have
instructed,
no doubt will you vanquish all those who
fight
for Dhritaraashtra.
This
is the scene I wish to present to you as a striking
instance
to illustrate the amazing notes of harmony and
determination
the human mind, in a state of dedicated
action,
is capable of rising to. I personally cherish this
scene
the perplexing background of indispensable
loyalties,
challenges and duties.
I
love to ponder over its abstruse implications. I find no
words
to amply relate what mind and understanding
really
feel about the way in which both the adorable
grandfather
and the righteous grandson came to express
freely,
without any reservations, the deepest notes of
human
goodness and mutual concern in the most
irksome
background of their own indispensable loyalties
and
ideals.
I
am happy that this country even in the earliest of times
did
produce men and women who could think so deeply
and
elevate their insight so well that they succeeded in
finding
a clear way by which the best of human feelings
can
be blended with the highest of man’s reason, the
most
imperative needs and urges of ours can be fused
with
even the hardest of our ideals, and thereby we can
rise
safely to a magnificent note of abiding harmony and
true
wisdom. Had it not been for this superb note of
harmony
and wisdom, I would surely have found my
life
a constant ache and a confusing challenge. I am
happy
that my body was born in this holy land and my
mind
and nature have inherited this graceful culture,
which
evidently holds within it all the power and scope
to
accept, assimilate and absorb even the most painful
trials
and contradictions, which either the individual or
the
collective life, or both together, may impose on us
while
living upon this wide earth.
Dear
souls, life in the world is not always a joke. I agree
that
we should make it one. Only when one grows in
one’s
understanding and at last realizes the whole of our
life
to be a veritable drama, alluring and complex in
every
respect, can one hope to maintain the right sense
of
judgement, the requisite degree of courage and
realism,
to express outwardly, without any fear or
apprehension,
what one’s intrinsic innocence and all that
it
dictates prompt one to from time to time.
Think
of the spiritual soul, which is totally dissimilar to
the
body, incarnating in the body. It is unconditioned
and
blissful at all times. Yet why does it choose to be
present
in the body and thereby undergo seeming
limitations
and troubles? Think, likewise, of the socalled
God,
who is all-full and hence has no need for
anything
at all. Why should He have chosen to cause
this
troublesome menace called creation and to
perpetuate
it in this way? Are not these two instances
self-contradictory?
You too, in the same way, may have
to
move and act while alive here, facing at times
situations
and events which, met with reason, may
disprove
themselves. This paradox of the world and our
life
in it cannot be altogether avoided or cured.
Whatever
be the contradictory note one may face during
his
life, the wise man cannot forsake his innate goodness
and
its sublime inspiration. The only way then will be to
let
the external life and actions be what they are, while,
inside
and beneath them all, to struggle oneself hard to
let
the sweet echo of the heart and its tunes be heard and
preserved.
There
is truly nothing which Nature and Destiny cannot
drive
one to. The instance of the grandfather and the
grandson,
as we find it here, is one typical in this regard.
We
should not grow timid and ask nature and Destiny
to
alter its course. Instead we should be determined to
preserve
our own goodness and loyalty, nevertheless
keeping
always in tune with both Nature and Destiny.
The
real human drama starts when one’s goodness and
loyalties
begin to clash with the circumstances one finds
oneself
in, with the demands of those that are around
one.
It tends to progress as and when this clash grows in
this
tempo and intensity. Ultimately it will end with
triumph
when goodness wins the better of the two.
Our
life will not be worth living if it turns to be poor in
the
matter of sound virtues and feelings. Let the most
benign
feelings adorn our mind at all times and the best
of
insight grace our intelligence. Only when these are
amply
present, we can pursue our life without any cause
for
alarm or remorse. In fact, only then will our life grow
rich,
radiant and joyful.
Om
Tatsat
Om Tat Sat
(End)
(End)
(My humble salutations to the lotus feet of H H Swami Bhoomananda
Tirtha ji for the collection)
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